Every time i felt that i'm good enough, or when i had the confident that i can play well. Then when i play with Edmond, everything just shuttered. All my confident kinda just vanished. I'll feel so demoralise, besides that i'm only left with 2 weeks. After this 2 weeks i doubt i'll be touching badminton that often anymore. By this 2 weeks, if i still couldnt reach the level i set for myself, I think even by 2010 nov 5th i cannot beat Edmond and will nv beat him.
So near yet so far
