first month

First month into flying, so far so good everything's alright. Had 3 check reports in less than a month, surprised yet relief because i might not be getting any soon.

This is also the first time piggy and i ain't gonna meet each other for more than 4days. Our first long haul, which is 8days and a 11days coming up during Nov period. I can predict i'm so gonna miss her like hell but there's nothing we can do. Adapt and have complete faith in each other and nothing will go wrong :)

Come to think of it, we're very blessed. We get to meet 13days outta 30days, aint that good enough? I think it's good enough. Better than some people who meet only once or twice a month or once or twice a year.

I hate it when i see her off, and she gave me that she bu de's face. Makes my heartache but well well, everything's going to be alright. Thou i didnt show her that face, but my dad told her how crazy i am when i'm alone at home. Thanks ar Dad!!!

The next time i'll meet her will be the 3rd of Dec, and i'm following her back to Muar for afew days. Time to visit the family again, didnt contact with them much, so its time to do some PR.

I love the pace like now, everything relax. Don't have to go on super long haul, gets to stay at SG most of the time. Visit the culture of other countries, this is life. But few years down the road, we'll nv know. Live for now, live for the future, enjoy life while we can.

not sleeping well

for 2days I havent been sleeping well, either i couldnt fall asleep, if not i'll wake up every hour interval. If not i'll flip around my bed for 30mins (i supposed) before i can fall asleep.

Guess i'm having sleeping disorder, but thankfully it's not insomnia. Last night i even dreamt that i was called up to Auckland, that's like so argh!!!

Auckland

She's gonna be at Auckland for 4days, leaving me alone in SG for 4days again. But i kinda utilise my time by folding origamis, looking thru recipe and see what i can cook for her and fold for her.

After i got together with her, i no longer feel like pubbing, no longer feels like drinking, no longer feels like putting on my earring. Don't have the urge to K at all, to sum things up, i felt like i'm becoming more and more like a househusband.

When i said househusband i meant househusband, been clearing my room, my living room, my kitchen everyday whenever i got time. I can say, it's becoming pretty neat (i think)

When i do something for her, i just felt like doing it for her. Not because i want her to appreciate it, i just felt like doing it. Some times, most people do things because they want others to appreciate it, they want others to know they do it. Hence they will keep repeating what they have done.

Maybe that's what people deemed as giving unconditionally.

Key

In a blink of an eye, u're gone with the wind. Blown to a land far far away, leaving only your scent for me to remember.

Australia ar Australia

Every time i go to Australia i'll feel like puking if not i'll feel nausea. The feeling of nausea totally sucks man especially when u wanna puke but u couldnt puke.

The other time when i went Melbourne, i went Merlion-ing for an hour and luckily this time round to Sydney i didnt go Merlion.

By the time i reached Sydney i totally had no mood for anything. Checked in the hotel, went to nearby mall to get myself a Macdonald then nua in my room chatted with Piggy until i dozed off.

Next morning, i went for Hungry Jack(burger king), they had free refilled & thats the key point. Plus one thing i noticed, every where they had this burger called Angus and i thought it was the almighty Japanese beef until i reached home and google it. Sadly, the Angus is a mutated cow stated by Wiki.

But the returning isnt half that bad, i didnt have nausea at all, not at all. Which is something good, so i can at least perform better than normal. Had my 2nd check, isnt half that bad too. Reached Airport around 1am and Piggy came to pick me up.

Emergency call up

I was on standby but i went to check my schedule and double confirm that i had no flight before going on to hang out. Thereafter chit chatted with Piggy on the phone, she's all the way at Denmark and she feels so far away.

Hence we chatted till around 5am before i hanged up, Denmark time is bout 10pm la. Got everything done, charge my hp before i went to bed.

Who knows at 730am my hp rang and i literally jumped outta bed. When i picked up the phone, only to realise that im gonna to Hong Kong. The worst is yet to come, no information is displayed and i dont even know which terminal am i supposed to report to. So i just went straight down to do my things chop chop went onboard at 9am returned at 8pm.

It was so tiring, but at around 3pm during my break i received an sms from Piggy.

She said this,

"Miss u miss u i miss u Lionel Lee!!!!"

Seriously, i was so happy even though i slept only 2hrs and everything doesnt matter anymore.

Reached home, chit chatted with her for an hour plus before going to bed and i woke up at 3am called her again and talked for 2hr until my hp no more batt before i got my official sleep.

She's coming back tml 6am, and im going to airport to pick her up. Like finally hahaha <3