Daph and I wearing couple wear

Saying goodnight isn't letting you know I'm sleeping. It's my way of saying I remember you before I end my day

Monday

I'm at the Airport almost every single day since the day i graduate. Sending piggy to airport, picking piggy from airport, going to airport myself, piggy picking me up from the airport and it's been like this the entire week.

Today she's going to Jakarta, then gonna stay over till Sunday. But by then, ill be at Beijing makan-ing Peking duck and their XLB. Monday, then will i be back to SG and seriously, cant wait to see her on monday too.

Cant forget the way she looks at me just now. Those eyes, so yi yi bu she. But well, work calls, we need to manage our time well :)

Funny facts, we're looking at EC and the date of completion etc.

Jakarta

Did a Jakarta today, was super tiring and everything was so fast. I dont think im very very very slow, but i think i should be alright ba.

Overall i felt so tired, but after i touched down i saw Piggy at the airport i kinda automatically recharged.

Like those Lao fu lao qi, wife waiting for husband to come home for dinner. During my silent count, i couldnt stop staring at my ring looking at her name. Top Six(toxic) leh

She's gone on her first solo, surprisingly i woke up at 8+ thereafter couldnt go back to sleep. On my comp, rot infront of my comp till 10+ before heading back to bed.

Doing my h/w now, preparing for the necessary scene and role play, getting familiar with the preparation before my duty officially commence. I realised there's few things i'm unsure and i got no one to ask now. Jia lat man, hahaha.

why am i insecure

In my opinion, the reason why i became insecure is because of my previous relationship. But i'm trying very very very hard to shake that feeling off from me. I finally understood what Eve had told me, i thought it was her but now i realised things like this do happen.

For her, for us and for our future.

There's a reason why we met each other, there's a reason why we chose each other and i'll fight for that very reason.

My wings are fragile, like an injured bird. But you bandaged me up and embraced me, and now, it's time for me to soar and fly alongside with you.

Back from Muar

I'm back from Muar, i kinda miss there.
I love such serenity, if not for the security i wouldnt mind staying there the rest of my life.
Especially the time she drove me around, going everywhere. Felt as if we're married couples hahaha. Haiyo, how i wish time can freeze right there right then.

That will be good, aint it? hahahaha

*snap*

Back to reality, now i'm back in SG. Graduated from my training, somehow one way or another i dont feel that sad which i have no idea why. Probably because i had her with me all the time, thats why i didnt feel that sad.

No idea whether is it a good thing or not? hmmmmmm
Well well well, tml will be our first solo and i get to see her for 3 full days and 6 half days which is better than nothing of course.

*and i thought we can meet for 4 full days*

This sat

This sat i'll be going to Muar to meet her family members and friends. She had some kinda celebration etc going on at her home town, and tada, here i am going down with her.

serious

Everyone said i'm no longer the same, i have changed, what had happened to me?

Actually, all i can say, i became more serious since i'm attached. Fun time is over, and i'm all ready to settle down.

Others say, they're not use to not having me around, not use to not hearing my joke, laugher, singing, pranks and mischief. Everyone goes home after work, no longer hanging out after school, no longer chill out some where until 11plus midnight.

I wanted to say, i'm sorry. I only had few more days left, and i want to make it worthwhile with her. You can say me heavy colour, but i need to reassure her. As brothers and sisters, i'm grateful that you all understand this.

Next, to some girls they felt that i became less gentleman. Again, i need to say i'm sorry because the entitlement only entitled to my gf now. I dont wanna make her feel indifferent, and it's her privilege.

Last but not least, my world revolved around her now. We're both independent but we choose to be dependent :)

I hate it

If ur r/s is miserable, if you happen to not get into any r/s and had never dated please keep your comment to yourself.
Here i'm trying to reassure her, there u're trying to sound all negative. Sorry, i dont entertain that rubbish. If ur comments had backings, by all means i'll welcome it with open arms. Lagi better, if you can converse it with me. If not, please stfu :)

aha?

Someone told me this when i was working.
Your mistress touch your hair, your cock stands.
But your wife touch your cock, your hair stands

i'm back.....

i'm back from Melbourne, and the first person i saw was HER...
She came to the airport to wait for me.
*i can cuddle in her arms for hours or even days*

Melbourne

I'm going to Melbourne today. Cant wait for 12th Oct, then i can see her.

*I like the way she brushed my hair when i'm asleep*

When I...

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you.

Long Distance Relationship

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, she'll be at Beijing and i'll be at Melbourne.
We're not going to see each other for 2days, so sad :(

I'm so gonna miss her!!! The stupid wi-fi couldnt really work, so sad la can. If it works, we can at least fring, whatsap or skype oversea.

*In r/s all we need is trust, trust can break thru all barrier. I may get jealous, but i trust her. Thats the reason why she chose me outta so many people*

Education

Education makes one smarter, which is a good thing.

But on the other hand, it makes one arrogant.

Smart and Humble is the way of life, but smart and arrogant only cause trouble to people around you.

In life, eat humble pie. It goes a long way :)

nice

Nice day in Shanghai, great working partners, great supervisors and great companion who accompanied me around Shanghai.
Didnt shop much, because 3 of us are clueless of what's around us. We had a Malay, a 19yrs old girl and a suaku me. We went to a place, that's like the Orchard Road in SG, and another place which is like Bugis. But we couldnt find any Pasar Malem, so all we did was sight seeing and taking photograph.

but of all things, i miss her the most :(

Hope the next time i returned to Shanghai, i had companies who're willing to bring me around.

yes, i am

i'm in love

01/10/10

01/10/10

i'm as lost as anyone.

this feeling

This feeling has resurfaced once again, how nostalgic.
When u're single, u only need to worry bout ur own emotion.
But when u're attached, u not only need to worry bout ur own emotion, u had to worry bout other pple's emotion at the same time u had to control ur emotion so that other pple's emotion doesnt affect you.

Isnt that tiring?
then why do people wanna get attached?
i guess, because it's worth it? the feeling of loving some one and to be loved :)