I simply love my batch

the guys are overwhelming

the guys are dominating

we have more guys than girls.

we're having a sausage party while other batches are the donut factory.

But, so what?

we're cool, we're awesome, we're bonded, we're tgt, we're in it together.

We Cover Each Other's Ass, that's the most impt part.

I'm quite close to one of the Actor from Mediacorp. Probably we're both action mama, we always animate, act and act and act. But that's what i'm good in, we're able to mould our facial expression, and i'm enjoying it.

My class is really very fun, because there's alot of guys and alot of us are really crazy. As in, fun to be with kinda crazy. Not those kinda clubbing siao or what, just funny.

Although it's really very tiring, one week really passed by very fast.

nothing's gonna change

wow, guess what?

somebody's Batch came into my class to visit us.

*clap clap clap*

Life is a Bitch ain't it?

First day of Work

All i can say first day of work is great, i kinda had fun. Tried my best to remain low profile, like my ns days, gong gong dai dai pass the days.

Of course not act stupid la, as in do all the necessary things and not the unnecessary things. Like Bill Gate says, if you cant make it good at least make it LOOK GOOD.

First day of work was very draining, damn tired, my brain went blank at around 4pm. Not processing much, by 5p.m i'm alr gone. Nothing is going in, back in UNIs or JCs, if i dont like the subject i'll just pon. Bloody hell, how to pon when you're working. You got to keep ur ass glued to chair, toilet is out of the point.

Thinking back when i was teaching, students going to toilet like nobody's business. I think once they start working, they'll cry.

At around 6pm, i'm alr like a Zombie walking out from work. Tiring day, but indeed fulfilling and i'm looking forward to tomorrow. Oh yeah, 2nd day of work and we're gonna have test. HAHA, wish me luck :)

true

Somehow it's damn true, when u're working you tend to expense more.
But when u're not working, you'll expense less cuz every cents is precious.

The other time when i started working as a Relief teacher, i spent at least $1000+ to $2000 on what i cant rmb. I only rmb buying a camera, whole set of working clothes that lasted me 2weeks of working days. New leather shoes and good food.

Now i'm starting my training, i spend all this money on a more expensive pair of working shoes, a belt that i never dreamt of buying because it's damn expensive. I'm looking a shirts from Zara and Top man, moving away from G2000 concept.

Human nature i guess, omg!!!
Think i need to cut down on my expense, but the problem is i dont feel heart pain when i spend on all this.

If it was the past jobless me, i'll never buy that pair of shoes and belt. I'll just make do with Neo Look $29.90 shoe, and cheapo $10 belt.

Hospital

Reached home after K at around 2.30am. Kinda late for K because i met Sally for dinner/movie, it was a long tiring day from signing to measurement to movie dinner then Kbox. I had so much to tell Kun they all, but cuz k-ing therefore didnt talk much.

Reached home, around 3plus, my dad suddenly told me he wasnt feeling very well. He couldnt breath and was suffocating, immediately i changed into my CJ shirt and send my dad to TTSH. Seriously, i tell u ar, i wanna cry man. When i clutched in, i almost cried out. I went in full force, my the biting point doesnt bite at all. It means i didnt exert enough strength to engage the gear box.

When i finally manage to send my dad to TTSH, my ankle is throbbing. Ended up my dad had to stay over for observation, so i drove home alone. The journey back almost killed me, especially the clutch thingy. Now i wish i drove a damn bloody Auto car, at least my ankle wouldnt have to go thru this.

Slept at 6am, woke up at 11plus to pick my dad up from hospital. My ankle didnt have enough rest, so throb all the way to TTSH and CTE jam like nobody's business, NB. I had to clutch in, clutch out, clutch in, clutch out, inch forward all the way from AMK ave 1 to aft Braddell. That's hell lotsa clutching i dare to say.

Reached TTSH, immediately passed over to my dad, and nua at the passenger seat. Damn bloody painful la, nb.

measurement

I was the first few to finish signing the deed, went to take my measurement. Dad dropped me off at city hall and i had to take a train there by myself. By the time i reached there, all those who are behind me were there taking their measurements.

How nice.. .. ..

So i'm theoretically the last, but well it's ok since my movie starts at 5.30pm. I was so excited taking measurements cuz i have never taken measurement before in my entire life. Everything went well, and i use to wear size 44 and now i can fit into size 42 which was an achievement.

I believe if not for my ankle sprain, maybe i can fit into a smaller size with my continuous effort of jogging and working out. Now i'm only limited to upper body work out, and some times need to be careful so i wouldnt injured my ligament or nerve which is connected to my ankle.

Can't wait for the next measurement to take place, same goes for the training. Monday, i'll be starting work, so damn excited hahahahaha.

a long time

it has been quite some time since i ever go out on a date, dress nice nice, eat nice nice.

Enjoying that moment. hmmm, just what am i thinking?

Idea dismissed hahahaha

Nightmare

It was the most horrible nightmare I ever had for years. It was as if my house was haunted or possessed/occupied by the power of the evil spirit, the feeling, the atmosphere and the surrounding. Shiver up my spine, MAX/like totally.

I dreamt that an evil spirit came to visit my place while i was sleeping, it entangle me and i was suffocating. The feeling was so real that it sends a chill down my spill. The entire setting was, i'm dreaming and in my dream i'm having a nightmare. Like a recurring nightmare, i was haunted. I couldnt stop praying in my dream, and the moment i started praying my goosebumps came popping out and i kept reciting the prayers. From "our father" to "hail mary" and "the apostle creed"

Whenever i woke up, i dont know whether am i dreaming or am i not. Or maybe, in my dream i woke up but in fact i was still dreaming. Difficult to tell whether issit reality or issit a dream. It persisted until my tuition started. What a night!~

excitement

I was so excited last night, because i realised i'm back to shape. My endless jogging had paid off, was so happy and everything.

Ended up today everything went clashed. I sprained my ankle, BLAH!!!

All my effort gonna go down the damn bloody drain. wth.. .. ..

Worst thing is, what if i bai ka on my first training, kao!!!

River flows in you

Nothing to do at home, practises my keyboard every other day. Playing river flows in you, to end's love and Kiss the Rain.

Its totally Oh my lala la, Kiss the rains sounded so simplistic but when i looked at the score i almost died choking. So complicated, plus my fingers aint that flexible, so screw it la.

Other than that, been jogging and eating Maggie Mee if i'm at home. Bad for hair, hair loss had to go Yun nan, waste money.. .. ..

my quote since april

1 year had passed, since i put this

Step 1: I am always half full, i'll never be half empty.
Step 2: look ahead and not look back.
Step 3: be happy

Well, i extended it again, for another one more year to remind myself. It will be the top post for another year.

I think i had accomplish all the steps, but the problem is had i really accomplished?

ahahahah, philosophical Q&A sucks.

bad habit

My bad habit still unable to shake off, hate last min change of plan.

Meaning, hate last min backing out.

Well, guess i get to get use to it, nb.. .. ..

touched

My student actually asked me when am i going oversea?

If i'm going alr, they wanna come to the airport and see me off T.T

tired

i feeling so tired every single other days, not due to the fact that i dont have enough sleep. But the matter of fact that, im aimlessly doing nothing every afternoon. But at least i'm pretty occupied by jogging every single other day and night, which is rather fulfilling. Kinda wanna get back to shape before work starts, trim off that damn 8kg i put on during that bloody examination period.

Well well, that aside, i'm actually giving 9 tuitions plus another 2 new enrollment. Sadly i got to say no to them, because of my new career, and on top of that im gonna stop giving tuition to 2 of my other tuition kid and concentrate on my other 7.

Another new headache, i dont know who to pass them to. I dont wanna let them hanging loose, but i couldnt find any eligible tutor for them at the same time. Damnit, sian.. ... ....

Probably see how things go, OH, and i met up with Shuen. Found out abit bout my job, so now more or less i know how things work :)

fresh grads

Fresh grads are boring, we do nothing but stay at home everyday.

Peers and friends are working.

Only free time is after 7pm, the time left before 7pm stay at home and nua.

I use to think that, shiok, dont work nua at home. But i take back my words, hahahaha. Staying at home can be such chores. So bored until i started packing my room, moving my furniture, shifting it, throwing away books and clothes. Now i only need a Sofa bed to complete my set, everything will be just fine and big enough.

Why do i need such a big room for?

Beats me, better then when it's small. Cant wait to get a tv in my room and a PSP3 or Xbox360 or a WII.

I made it

I made it!!!

After first round of interview

Final round of management interview

last round of Medical review

I received the call on July 7th 2010 4pm

"Lionel Lee? Here to inform you, you cleared your medical please report to STC on the August 5th for your training."

I have made it, i'm so happy that i hop around the corridor outside my house.

cuz.. ... ....

i picked up the call when i was out :)

This is like a dream come true, aside from cleaning the toilet etc etc etc

ironic

So what's with the all good guys are either taken, dead or gay.

I think all nice girls are either taken, dead or lesbian :)