Tuesday, May 19, 2009

tale about a Cinnamon donut

this is a funny story:

i had this friend who didnt wanna eat the entire donut
for whatever reason im not sure la, most prob cuz too sinful.
so she asked me to share half with her, and im alright with it
i went to clear my plate, so when i return
i so happen to stand behind her

at the correct timing, correct angle

she was pinching the edge of the donut, putting it into her mouth
but she explained to me she was trying to make it more proportionate =)


❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

@Ben's place

studied Ben's place right after IS.
quite stress for FM, cuz FM really very difficult.
Seriously i hope today & tml can brush up as much as i can.
If not, thursday is really Doom's day.

luckily got Ben to teach me FM xia, if not i think i really die.
now is pray damn hard i can just pass, thats all.
praying damn damn damn hard to just pass can alr.

nowadays, see Ben's mum really pai seh xia.
Really super dilemma, dont know whether should call her Auntie, or call her sister.
if call sister, like quite rude, if call auntie, later she sad.
So every time i saw her, i'll like mumble abit, hi shh shh shh pss pss.

the mum cooked yong tau fu today.
i think it's nice
all the ingredients i never eat before, because i'm not use to eating it.

but i always believed, if people cooked for you, basic manners must appreciate the food.
So i finished everything.

tomorrow, gonna go Ben's house to mug
so tonight mug at Mac first, got qn, tml whack.
swee

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

studying IS before the exam

woke up at 10am to study IS
first time ever in my life i study right before examination.
I have never ever, study a subject right before the exam
because i deeply believed it will make me more nervous
being more nervous, i'll have mental block.

But i guess im damn desperate.
studied all the way till 1230pm, my dad came to pick me up.
who knows he said we're gonna eat lunch together, zZz.
if i know im gonna eat lunch i wouldnt have eaten at home.
Ended up eat so much, got less time to revise.

Reached Expo@145pm
did some last min revising before entering the exam hall.
went in, first thing i did is counting how much marks i can get
hmmmm, i think can pass la.
But maybe due to some freak of nature, fail, i also lan lan.

So, went in at 230, left at 415.
Confident right?
No, nothing to write anymore, lol.

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

story bout a guy & a girl

one of my guy friend told me this:

while walking home, he saw a group of ah pei playing chess under the void deck
so he decided to stand there and watch as he will always stand around to watch them play.
While he was watching, his gf was sitting at some benches quite far away from him.

Suddenly one of the Ah pei ask him to siam, cuz the Ah pei wanna bio char bo.
So the guy siam, to let the Ah pei bio, n he turned to see who was it.

It's his gf!!!!

So shld he be angry?
or shld he be happy?

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

truly seriously sadly Lionel Lee

gosh, i didnt think of this.
Edmond told me my muscle become fats -.-
fats is lighter than muscle.
So i lost muscle weights, gain more fats in the process.

Damn

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

random

i am your angel of music
come to me angel of music. . . . .
Christine, ANGEL!!!!!

in sleep he sang to me, he dreams he came. . .
that voice which calls me near, and speaks my name

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

dream

had a weird dream
dreamt that i went db O
before that, my uncle gave me a lift there.
Stopped over at this db O alternate entrance.

So i got myself a Lychee Martini n a complimentary Bourbon coke
who knows i kept drinking in his car and i got drunk.
the next moment i woke up im at home.

Everyone told me i was dead drunk before i even stepped into db O
wow, what a dream of me getting drunk.

I was so drunk that i didnt know what i was doing
No recollection of stepping into db O or anything.
But there's photos of me, couldnt rmb what's the photos about.

Some can see this as a normal dream, others can deem it to be a nightmare.
whatever it is, it's a dream of me getting drunk.

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

truly seriously proudly Lionel LEE

i thought my house weighing machine gone wrong.
So i decided to weigh myself at Ben's place.
I SERIOUSLY lost 6KGGGGGGGGGGGGG

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

studying@Ben's place

another studying session@Ben's place
an enjoyable one as usual.
I seriously think their house damn happening la
the food was so nice, was quite pai seh to eat.
i seriously, dying to learn how to cook.
So i went down to bought a bottle of coke as a token of appreciation.

Before i left, chit chat with them for awhile.
Think i'll be going back tml, to brush up my fm.

for now,
Jap classes (ticked)
Bboy classes (ticked)
salsa classes (pending)
cooking lesson (ticked)
baking lesson (ticked)

only left,
korean lesson
diving course
biking lesson

❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

Monday, May 18, 2009

funny but true

90 people get swine flu & everyone wants to wear surgical masks; 20 million people have AIDS & nobody wants to wear a condom.



❤I want nobody nobody but you❤

Sunday, May 17, 2009

in the library

reached around 515pm
feeling quite tired, i dont know why.
kept sneezing and sneezing, feeling very very cold.
Luckily i brought a jacket, so not that bad.

studied till around 6pm, i couldnt take it anymore.
decided to take a nap, but fearing that the librarian will wake me up
i faced the shelf, pretend to be writing something.
nap for around 15min, some one poke me and i woke up.

I was thinking, "seh, the librarian got so zai anot, lidat also can catch me sleeping"
but ended up was this small little boy, around 3-4yrs old poking me.
He's very very cute looking, look as if he had blusher on.
the hair style, n the degree of roundness, made him look like some Jap or Korean kid.
So i looked at him, touched his hair and smile at him.

sorta went back to sleep.

He poke me again, so i turned around and remove my ear piece.
i smiled at him n said, "hello, do you need something"
when he spoke, he had a slang.
Like those ang moh slang, "can you help me to find star wars book, i couldnt find it anywhere"
So i stood up, kept my watch, hp n psp and went to look for his Star Wars.

Not very successful, but got one, which isnt the one he wants.
he was quite disappointed but, bo bian ma, lol.
so i went back to my place, feeling damn awake.

But still, not very comfortable, so went back at 8plus.

found a job

i found a job =)
hopefully it will be good
had to go negotiate on terms and condition.
ahahahahaha

1) fri & sat im not going to work
2) if i have language lessons going on, im on leave
3) im only doing what im supposed to do
4) working for 9hr or more is my choice
5) only the customer can scold me
6) i want weekly pay check
7) lunch and dinner on the company

swee

hp

the first time i dropped my hp in St James
Mingtai was with me, his first reaction was
"WTF, lionel calm down calm down, i let u throw my phone"

the 2nd time i dropped my phone was at mac,
Edmond was with me, his first reaction was
"Lionel, relax, why u so gan chiong, relax, i know u drop ur phone but relax"

the 3rd time, i didnt dropped my hp, i accidentally bang against the table
Hongwei was with me, his reaction was
"报应"

conversation with ******

this friend shares her story with me
but this time, it's from a different pov.
sorry ar, not i wanna niam niam niam.
But i find it very meaningful, so decided to post it up.

Miss x: I got self control, cannot so easy fall for every guy that treats me nice right. Like that, even if i leave my bf, next time i will leave him for some one else.
Me: *blah blah blah*
Miss x: makes sense ma, after awhile every r/s also will be sian sian. Cfm will think "this guy is more exciting" then run away with the new guy.

一针见血

sk library

hmmm, im either allergy to the carpet
or i drank too much sweet drinks
some how my legs felt damn itchy
but i believed it's the carpet bug thats biting me.

today, thou i started late, cuz i woke up late.
But i think it's quite effective
still, i think im so gonna fail IS & FM.

probability of failing FM is higher, how how how?!?!?!?

Saturday, May 16, 2009

ahahaha

i lost 6kg
happy happy happy
never even attempt to diet -.-
mcdonald everyday -.-

shit

I just woke up!!!
4pm!!!!
die liao die liao die liao.
today study sai liao!!!

but, i had a nice dream
hohohohohoho

to edmond

people always feel that police training easy
but they never think that thru out their army life
all they do is yes sir yes sir 3 black full.

We have to face public, we have to deal with cases.
We have to rmb our SOP when dealing with subjects
We have to face subject who carries wpn.

I admit during war time, they do more than us.
But now?
We're doing more than them, whats there to complain?
We have the right to say police slack, cuz we deserve to say that.
We earn respect and not demand.
the reason they say police slack, cuz their muscle is bigger than ahem.

Conversation with xy

talked to xy
she feels that i sounded quite positive
she tot i slimmed down, but upon double checking
that guy wasn't me.

But i feel that i sounded quite positive
maybe cuz of everything that happens
sorta fell, then i climb up by myself
fell again, climb up by myself again.
fell again, depressed, my friends lifted me up again.
fell again, but this time i had a different mentality.
I believe that, in order to live strong, u need to learn to fall first.

My life has been smooth sailing
Mostly ups and close to no downs.
Now, after going thru all this shit.
My pov has changed drastically
ups and downs in life, this is a test.

A test for me, whether im worthy to live my live to the fullest.
Some how i think i passed it

There's moment where im depressed, stressed, sian.
But once u cross that barrier, u become a better person.
U grew stronger, u gain experience.
U dont cry when the bee sting
U feel okay when some one lie to u
U dont bother anymore when some one cheated u.

Of course will feel sad, of course will feel the pinched.
But, u tell urself, it's no big deal.
this is part of life, u overcome it and not dwell within it.
There's a saying, forgive and to forget.
I believe i can forgive, but i'll never forget.

If i say i never curse, i admit im lying.
Curse and swear is normal, who dont.
But karma, i always believe in karma.
Now, i can finally sleep peacefully.
This is a gift, the present.
the rest are histories, tml will be a mystery

I seriously believe in Karma
and i'm waiting to see what will happen.
Abit bad to say this, but im waiting.

Edmond, i cant be like u.
Come out from exam hall thinking fail alr fail alr.
If pass happy, fail then as i expected.
But I have a different mind set, i cant accept failure.
thats why when i fall, it hit me so hard.
我的自尊心很强

SK library

Surrounded by 3 babies
all crying, damn irritating.
But quite fun playing with them
teasing them
smile at them
do funny faces.

IS Sucks big time

im totally not a computer person
Info System totally sucks
I couldnt digest a single sai
Im feeling so dead
I'm thinking whether shld i fail IS
Concentrate everything on FM.
Or skali, IS fail, FM also fail.

I read thru the text now
the next moment i forgot everything
Hate text!!!!!!

Friday, May 15, 2009

sleep

took a nap at 9pm
my dad supposed to buy me dinner
who knows he ate my dinner cuz im sleeping
argh!!!! Damnit!!!!

I woke up at 145am, hungry.
unproductive, cuz he's supposed to wake me up n i'll go Mac to study.
Nuan whole day msn whole night!!!
sian, wasted one night away just lidat.

wt couldnt sleep, so sms for awhile, guess she dozed off afterall.
Half an hour later, she said she cant sleep again.
ahahaha, serve you right!!!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

exam

exam was quite bad
damn sian, as i expected.
Hopefully the upcoming few i can do better.

Thanks Edmond for sms-ing me to ask me how's my paper.

conversation with Glenn kee

Glenn saw my depressed msn nick
told me bout his friend committing suicide
due to depression over relationship and exam
Couldnt handle the stress so commit suicide.

the first thing on my mind was wtf?
u're serious, gosh!?!
Thats damn bloody serious.

I told him that recently i kept washing my hand
so he told me thats a sign of depression.

G: brother, u okie anot? Depression leh, dont scare me leh. My friend just died from depression commit sucide.
L: fuck? serious?

blah blah blah blah blah blah

G: what for u think so much? i also go thru this before, but i also still alive. My r/s 5years some more, also never see me die.
Everyone has their hard time, get thru it, its a test in your life.
dont fail yourself, your family, your friends and people that care bout u.
Cherish yourself more than anything.

Now u will be sad, just forget it, she choose him, so be it.
You are sad, she also dont care.
So why be sad over this kinda girl?
lots of girls out there, i also same casse like u.

his r/s *pte and confidential* blah blah blah blah

then i end it with, you are STUPID and GOOD LUCK.

after talking to him, seriously i feel damn enlighten.
i was thinking, why the hell i avoid her at Hougang that night.
I shldnt be avoiding her, she shld be avoiding me.

I shouldnt be avoiding at her stare, but i shld stare at her.
after talking to Glenn, another building block towards my foundation.
All lying properly and nicely.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

not i wanna blame anyone or what
but this break up, really really really affected my exams.
Took me one month to settle down to study
partly, cuz i couldnt stablise my mood.
But, this kinda thing is hard to control.
20hrs to exam, im damn depressed

how?

how ar how ar how ar?
die la die la die la!!!
damnit man, lol.
i dont wanna study whole night
then not enough sleep, couldnt concentrate for tml's paper.
cuz i got 2 paper tml, seriously sian. . .

not prepared

i'm totally not prepared.
i need one more month to study
i'm damn sian now.
shit man, i feeling damn stress.
i really got this feeling im gonna fail 2/5 subjects.
If suey, 3/5, this is no joke man.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

studying@Hougang

Went Sk NPC to lodge a report
verify some details plus what's my course of action
what am i supposed to do
what's my legal rights and everything.

Saw Cres@Sk library, chit chat awhile
thanks for the good luck, lol.

studied at hougang mac

mainly cuz too poor
waiting to eat free food at Hougang later.

Studied until 845pm
went hougang to walk around.
Actually wanna buy plaster from Watson
but the price was ahem ahem, too ex for me now.
I decided not to buy any.

Went popular, to look for TYS for Shannon
sucks, they are not publishing TYS this year, dont know bout next year.
So this sucks too, no teaching material for Shannon.

Ended up ate my fave white kway tiao with no hum no noodle no black sauce

everything settled

everything settled
payment made
contract signed
burden off
but still guilty

Usual, life sucks.
For now, hopefully the exams be easy, maybe that will brighten my hols.

lets review

- Ballroom dancing (out)
- hip hop III
- spanish class (out)
- korean class
- jap class
- cooking class
- baking class
- biking session (out)
- diving session (out)

Need to find a job urgently, first time in my life, i felt that i got no money.
shucks man